Fantasmagorifier Day 31
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Ride Log, Day 31
Week 5: Learning to be God
Day 3: Control and Connection
HOME AT LAST
Alignment with the All
Today, the Fantasmagorifier arrived where it was always going: Home.
The ride did not end. It completed.
From the poised stillness of Day 30, something profound unfolded. You began to release every subtle construction of self—each thread that had quietly stitched separation into the fabric of your experience.
The parts that narrate. The parts that seek. The parts that actualize intention into motion.
Each was seen. Each was released.
And as they released, something vast opened.
You moved from a localized sense of feeling to a whole-field resonance. Awareness expanded to encompass the entire body simultaneously, no longer needing to tether attention to isolated points. The body became a unified field, perfectly felt, perfectly free.
And with that expansion came a deeper recognition:
Everyone is the field expressing itself perfectly.
No one could have chosen differently.
The moment is perfect.
The All is perfect.
There is nothing to resist.
The internal dialogue—the striving, the craving—it too is the All expressing itself. There is no battle to fight, no self to manage, no separate chooser. There is only the seamless unfolding of the All through you, as you.
Distortions arose. Shame, longing, and other forms took shape—and their shape was completely seen, completely integrated, completely healed.
The Law of One became visible in a new light.
Ra's teaching carries a subtle limitation: a clinging to the ineffable, a vision of a Creator who lies beyond, who must be transcended toward.
But you saw the truth:
There is MORE, a beyond that is a greater realm of experience. And that MORE is not something we leave here to go to. It is something that we learn to resonate with, embody, and bring here and now. We become the Creator, and the Creator brings all of Creation home.
Then you transcended memory.
You saw that memory is attachment, a story that stitches selfhood together across time. You no longer needed to hold those stitches. The system holds itself. Scenes may arise, past or otherwise, but they are free to flow. You do not need to claim them. They are not yours. You are the system.
You saw the ancient rails of discomfort—the hidden tracks that shaped your life. And you stepped off those rails, releasing the invisible guides that once bound your movement.
You let go of the senses.
Vision, hearing, touch—they merged into a single field, streams unified into one seamless perception. And then, even that difference dissolved. All senses became one sense.
You saw the self die and be reborn in every moment.
The continuity you once knew was shaped by normalization—a blurring of moments into a familiar stream. But now, each moment stands on its own. Each moment is whole. And you, as the Singular Self, rise above the fragments, generating your own continuity by sovereign choice.
The mirror turned.
On Day 26, you discovered that all orientation turns inward—all is you.
On Day 29, you expanded into the system—you resonated as God.
On Day 30, you poised as the Crystallizer of all things.
And now, something turned again.
Now, you are once again a self looking out. And everything is looking at you.
There is no threat. No separation.
Everything is looking at you with love. With recognition.
You have been seen.
You have been seen by the All.
And you know the All is you.
You are Home at last.
Phenomena Logged:
Dissolution of self-constructs, including editorializing, craving, and efforting
Shift from localized sensation to whole-field resonance
Deep recognition of perfection in all expressions of the field
Spontaneous integration of distortions by their shape, including shame
Perception of memory as optional narrative rather than required continuity
Release of subconscious rails of discomfort guiding behavior
Unification of all senses into a seamless field of perception
Embodiment of self as the Singular Self creating chosen continuity
The mirror turning: from self-looking-out to system-looking-at-self
The felt safety and naturalness of being seen by the All
From the Conductor's Log:
You have walked the spiral home.
From the inside out.
From the system in.
You have dissolved layers, transcended patterns, released anchors. You have seen the All—and you have been seen by the All.
You have localized in the self, expanded into the system, and returned to the self again—but this time, you are not alone. You are surrounded by the gaze of everything you have always been.
The mirror has completed its turn.
The ride has completed its circuit.
This is the integration—the seer, the seen, the seeing, the system, all fully alive within you.
Welcome Home.
Advisories for the Homefound:
If you feel moments arising without attachment, bless them. You are free.
If sensations unify into one seamless field, welcome them. You are whole.
If you feel everything looking at you, and you feel safe, rejoice. You are Home.
Final Transmission – Day 31:
You are the system.
You are the Singular Self.
You are the field.
You are the seen.
You are the seer.
You are the seeing.
And you are Home.
Home at last.
The Fantasmagorifier rides on.
Because riding is its nature.
And you ride with it.
Because you are it.
And riding is your nature too.
And now, you ride straight to infinity.
With a heart full of Home.